Hey people... Actually i have no mood to blog...
but when i think back...
what's blog are for...
then i realised that blogs are meant for me to express whatever feelings and problems that im going thru no matter how big it is and how long it takes for me to blog...
so yeah...
i decided to blog...
yesterday...
early in the morning...
6.26am in exact...
my lil sis woke me up...
she said ,"abg...theres a msg from MOE.."
i was like...OMG!
so i decided to ask my lil sis to go out of my room...and i closed the door...
and read it for myself...
the msg stated,"MOE:MUHAMMAD YAZID BIN ISHAK i regret to inform u that your JAE 2010 is not successful."
i was like...
WTF!
haizz...
i had an hour of thinking what should i do now...
so thenafter...
i decided to text my friends...
and suprisingly...
most of them were awake....
so yeah...
had an hour of call conferencing with four of my friends...
im terribly sad that most of my friends got a place into poly....
except for me nazrul and shamel....
but fortunately for shamel....
with the help of JPSAE...
he got himself a place in RP...
now left me and naz...
i have no idea hows nazrul now...
but he said that hes appealing today...
so am i...
i have no choice....
so yeah...
But frankly...
i have this huge feeling of guilty...
towards my parents...
Ive realised that i have make them dissappointed...
and also embarassment....
they will most probably embarassed towards their family as the whole family knew about me getting into a poly....
but the fact is that i have not yet....

*sighed*


I have this thought...
thoughts of the possibilities....
for now...ive thought only 3 possibilities...
1st...
if my appeal is successful...then yeah...i will be in seventh heaven obviously....
2nd...
if my appeal is unsuccessful...i may end up in Hi-nitec...
3rd...
if my appeal is unsuccessful...i may also end up retaining...


so now....
i will focus on my 2nd and 3rd possibilities....
the 2nd one....
i dont mind if i end my myself up in Hi-nitec....
but if mindset tells me that...
its hard to pursue urself getting into a poly after 2 years of Hi-nitec....
i might end up serving my NS....
so yeah...
if i take my 3rd possibility...
somehow its a good thing...
bcos...
i have the experience taking the o levels....
and someway it helps me alot....
in addition...things that u will be studying is the same old thing that uve been doing for the past 5 years....
so....
its possible for me to do well for my 2nd olevel sitting....
and if i get better COP...it will be a guarantee i will get my course of my choice....
and it takes only a year to do that than Hi-nitec....
u feelin' me people..??
but...
the problem is...
my parents disagree if i have to retain....
idk why...
so yeah....
i will have to wait till the end of today to decide for my future....
so people...
till here...
and a very huge thankful to u readers who bothers to view my blog and read my post....
and a undescribable feeling of thankful to my frens and cousins who have always been there for me when im in need for help...
i love u guys!
tc people!
bye!