hey readers!
haizz....
haizz....
haizz....
i just dont know what to do now....
although i have make up my mind....
im still doubtful...
idk....
people...
u know how complicated this problem can be as it relates to family and education?
both are the most important in my life...
do i need to mention whats my problem all about??
do feel free to read my previous post...
thats the problem im talking about....

ok....
to be specific....
let me tell u....

i have decided to go higher nitec....
and at the same time take my olevels as a private candidate....
my aunt and mr koh supported my decision.....
but....
theres plenty of problems....
firstly....
the private papers's fee is expensive....
it can cost me up to $2400 in total...
second...
if i happen to take this decision....
meaning i have to handle two things at a time....
its multi task thingy....
so yeah....
ive planned...
weekdays....
morning...schooling at hi-nitec...
afternoon go to juying sec....
seek help from the teachers....
so called personal tuition i can say...
then at night...
join groups of current olevels friends to study along....
then weekends....
morning till afternoon...work....after that....
self study till night....
so yeah....
i know its pathetic-ally insane...
but...
ive no choice...
what to do....
anw...
im insane now....
so just bear with that....
the third one...
is very jialat!
i was told that i cant retake my science as private candidate....
as the paper includes the science practical....
and i have to go to school in order to do my practical session....
so meaning...
if i want to retake my olevels as private candidate....
i cant retake my science....
wth!!
science is so important sia...!!
so now....
im in this complicated situation..
i have to re-make up my decision....
its either i go to higher nitec only...
or i retain....
thats the only choice that i have now....

now comparing to both of this....
if i go higher nitec....
i have to go thru it for 2 years..
and by that time...i will be turning 20...
and if i do well for my higher nitec....
i will be joining poly...and defer my NS...
this takes me about 3 years to get the diploma cert....
and by that time....
i will be turning 23....
then i must serve my NS....
wth!
23 years old serving NS?
ahaha!
weird!
and after serving NS...
my age will be 25....
after that...im planning to get myself a place at university....
if i get...this will takes me about 3years...to get my degree cert....
and my age will be 28....wahh!!
dh tue pe!!!
then...i think its a must to get myself a job...
and quickly enter into marriage life....
so yeah...
thats if i choose to go to higher nitec....

but if i choose to retain....
it takes me a year to secure my place in poly....
and then....
i will enter poly in an age of 19....
after three years of diploma...my age will be 22...
so yadayadayada....
i end up myself to get a job with a degree cert in a age of 27....
so...
now i have to choose whether to choose 1st or 2nd options..
haizzz....
GOD...
please show me the right pathway....
amin!
okalh people....
will update u about this next time k....
tc people!
see u when u view my blog k?
toodles readers!