This will be my last post of the day....
but its gonna be long....
bear with it....

this is about my new love story....
theres this girl name D[cant reveal her name]...
ive known her since i was sec 3...
so its been 2 years + ago....
but we've lost contact after few months of friendship.......
so yeah....since then i move on with my life as per normal....
suprisingly....last november....she reappeared into my life....
since then...
i felt something weird....
its then realised that ive fallen for her....
so...yeahh....
few weeks later....i confessed my feelings to her...but she kept saying dont know...
she was doubtful with her feelings....
so...nvm...i will wait....
so after few days....she finally told me that she love me by saying I LOVE YOU...
so...yeah... i was in seventh heaven!
so at that point of time...we r one step closer to become love partners....
unfortunately...theres something happen....
its her family affair....
i cant tell u...bcos i have promise her...so yeah...
sorry...
but i can tell u...this problem really force to break us apart....
she told me to forget her....
as she said theres no other solution....
if we happen to be love partners....it will be a waste of time....as at the end of the day...she have to leave me...
to me its not...but....
i have to consider it....
so i took few days to forget her....but frankly i cant....
its hard....afterthen...i discuss with her that we still can carry on to be love partners....
i was so shocked she doesnt agree with that....
i wonder why....
so i persuaded her to tell...after few tries persuading her....
she finally admitted that her love towards me became lesser and lesser day by day...
i pondered....
after days digging out the reason....
she admitted that theres a third party in between us...i was shocked its H....
bcos in the first place...H liked D's fren....so they've been online chatting each other...so i dont mind....
but as time goes by....
i observed they have been meeting each other and on the phone...
so thats when i began to feel jealous....
bcos why....?
bcos i love her...
so...after D told me that H have gave up on her fren...i began to suspect something is very wrong now....
my suspicious was that H begin to change direction to D...
and recently....D told me that her love towards me has put into test when H start to courting on her....so my suspicious was right....so after talking about this matter...
we concluded that D have to choose either me or H...
although i felt it was unfair for me...
but nvm....
i gave her 2 to 3 days to decide...
i was worried though....
but her words really cool me down....
she told me.....
"yazid....no matter what happens...i still love you..."
yeah....thats about it on that nyte....
last tuesday....
i received a miss call from her....
i was so happy....
but at the same time nervous....
at that time...shamel was with me....
so yeah....
so called her back....
out of my suprise...a guy pick up.....
he said: hello...is this yazid...?
i said:yeah...whos this?
he said:this is her bf...
i was fcuking stunned!
i said:eh...whos this lah?whats ur name?
he said:not important...
i said:ouh...okay...if thats true...what do u want...?
he said:i just want to warned u...stay away from D...dont disturb her life ever again..
i was like....since when sia i DISTURB her life?
he continue:if u call her again i will find u....
i was like...wahh!u think im scared??
then i said:ouh...ok then...deal...
he said:eh seriously...dont disturb her ever again....if u still insist of callling...
the next call u will receive is D's dad...
i said:ouh k then...deal!
but at that moment...my heart broke into trilions of pieces!
haizz....so yeah....
thats about it...
now...im on the verge of forgetting her....
and move on....with broken herat...AGAIN!
its my second consecutive time being in this situation....
what to do...im fated to face this....

message to her:
Love, firstly i want to thank u for everything....
and i appreciated ur beautiful lies...
i admitted that i aint ur type...
sorry if my presence in ur life feels like a burden to u....
and a very huge thank u for hurting my feelings and breaking my heart into pieces....
so...for the very last time...i wanna say that u r the best thing i nvr knew i needed...and
I LOVE YOU!


ok then....
before i shed tears...
its better im off to bed....
tc peeps...

[PS:people...is my story like in the novel??ahahaha!lameshit me!]

adious!!