Is it real or just another crush?
Thursday, March 18, 2010

hey!
hmmm...
yesterday...
it was kinda a reflection day i can say...
idkw...
maybe...
i spent my whole day...
daydreaming...
and reminiscing the past?
haha!
i will like to share with u...
what have i been thinking or daydreaming bout...
firstly....
i think about D...
only those certain people knows who's D....
so yeah...
i think about her...
i happen to think of her after rereading our msges...
hah!
there are some which makes me happy...
and some makes me sad...and had teary eyes...
till now...
i still cant afford to find an answer why she did this to me....
its as if...she just dumped me in the trash...
and go to other guy....
hah!
i still cant forget what she say at the end of our last otp...
haizz...
it still stranded in my heart...
although i alr manage to forget her...
Only two qns i wanna ask u...
1)Is what u were saying that time a truth from ur heart or u just want to make me calm....?
2)Do u really love me that time?
haizz...!
change topic!
ahaha!
just now...
i was bombarded with 5 qns regarding about me and someone....
ahaha!
let me tell u this...
frankly...
i admit tat ive lied to u...
yeah...i actually not looking for friendship only...
im looking for a relationship...
im sorry for that...
truthfully...
i like u more than friends...
but i just dont wanna to rush things out...
and its true i want to know that person well...
then move on to the next level....
and i want that person to be u....
idkw...
i tried to make frens with other girls....
but i can only treat them as frens only....
unlike with u....
i cant deny that those girls are pretty...
but im not eyeing for good looking girl....
im going for good personality...
so yeah...
oklah...
i dont want to elaborate any further...
i hope after reading tis...
it wont lead u to leave me unattendedly....
idkw...
u dont care about this...
but...
nvm...
at least i have gave u a message...i have did my part....
so yeah...
and anw...pls dont be scared...
hehe!
i wanna ask u this...
1) Why can't we be more than friends or in fact be couple?
2) Isit bcos u r still longing for ur ex??
Im just asking....
Dont take it to hard...
i just wanna know....
okay people!
im sleepy now!
tc!
bye!
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