hey readers!
im so sorry if i have not been blogging for about 2 weeks...
yeah...im lazy...
if u wanna know hows my life been...
i would say...okay...great!
but recently...its a KO for me...
i guess this is my main purpose of updating my blog...

guys and girls who have been with me...especially my new awesome friends...
naz...nisa...zaza...natra..candy...shuting...yiqian...irfan....
yeah...
u all must be wondering why am i acting weird nowadays...
why i look so down....
okay...let me tell u why...

im down...because...
i have been thinking about this one girl....
her name is diana....
yeah...she...
so diana....
i hope when u read this...dont be shocked k...
diana....
yes...
i know that u know i still love u....
and u know that i know u no longer love me...
but why im still longing for u???
yes...
u r att....
i knew that....
but still i cant help...
u knew that im a type of guy who doesnt let go of someone easily rite...
but why is it so easy for u to move on...
it hurts me so much when u said to me that u no longer love me since nadeera came into my life...
yes true...it actually somehow shows that im moving on...i tried to...
but i just cant...
trust me...
i cant...

if u wanna know...im in the verge of giving up my happy life just because of u...
but somehow...my friends cheered me up....and really hope that i moved on...
yes..i want to move on...
but i cant....
bcos i still love u...
but now...im on the verge of giving up my love...
but still i will be longing for u...
so diana...
note this in ur heart...
i will always be there for u....
and...if ure tired of being alone...
im right here to accompany u....
so people...

i hope u all understand my situation....
thanks for those who have been giving me moral support....
just give me time....
i guess only time can heal my obliterated heart...
so yeah...
gtg now...
tc!
bye!