This post is just specially for someone special...
if u know the person...then good for u...
if u dont...too bad...dont ask..
haha!
okay...
here goes...

nowadays...
i felt that u discriminated me...my heart and my feelings...
u r just assume me as ur past...
and u didnt give me any second chance to be with u again...
u r just hoping for someone who most prolly wont go back to u....
u r just hoping for a heartless guys...
u r not hoping for a "with heart" guy like me...
idk why...
when it comes to my part...
u r just ego towards me and just strictly assume me as ur just friend...
whereelse...u gave hope to someone who seems not interested to have the hope...
why i cant get that hope?
is it because im not the type of guy u been desire...
im just too jealous towards the guys that u mention recently...
it really hurts me too deep...
but instead i just kept quiet and pretend to be happy...
whatever it is...i wanna tell u that every after our phone calls...
i just cant help it but to cry...
and always had an teary eyes while talking to u on the phone...
okay...i just cant take it anymore...
nvm...for the mean time...i will just pretend...

to be continued.